Had a weird dream the other night. I should have written it down when it was fresh in my head, but I have been far too lazy. Anyway, I was in this one-story ranch house. You know the typical suburban box. Only this one was decaying � full of nasty crap: lots of mildew, dirt,…

Had a big Christmas party last night. about 30 people showed up, and in my little place … that meant it was pretty full. My friends all went in together and bought me a Phillips DVD player. I was, to say the least, surprised. Surround sound, all digital… wow. Of course, the first order of…

What came first the music or the misery? People worry about kids playing with guns or watching violent videos like some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about kids listening to thousands, literally thousands, of songs about Heartbreak, Rejection, Pain, Misery, and Loss. Did I listen to pop music because…

11-11:20pm – The narrative of Jason sitting here on the floor cross legged. Humming to a Caedmon’s Call cd. He is “on crack.” Flipping idly through magazines. “I used to get massages to this CD.” Looking at the cd jacket. Discussing Radiohead with me. I think it is dull. He is astonished. Arms around the…